surrendering

the past few weeks
i have been more weak
than i would like to admit

ive not embraced my power to over come
and not held fast to my dreams

instead i have allowed
little
unimportant
petty
things
to creep in
and
try
to take away
from the beauty
of
my life
my dreams
my being

today i am

releasing the shame
embracing my power

eliminating the things
that are distracting me
from who i am
and
who i resolve to be


i have been ugly, prideful,messy
and pushed you away
i didnt want you
to see my weakness

not knowing that
though i was learning a lesson
in my pain

i was hurting you
~
knowing that breaks my heart

you are my rock
you show me
that i am valued
the purpose for the lesson
is to grow
and
that the hard stuff
is short lived

you stand by me
love me through my messiness
remind me that you aren't leaving
and
where you are going
you are taking me with you

♥
thank you
for you
♥


for your
unshakable
love
strenghth
and passion
to move forward with our dreams
and living the life you/i/we imagine

loving you
♥tj