i want you back
i want to wake up
to bask in your light
and wonderful colors
i want to emerse myself in your beauty
to take you in and know that i am here
now
i want my heart to enjoy each day
my face to be covered in smiles
my walk to radiate goodness
and laughter
and love
i want this dark thing
to go away
far away
i want to see all the beauty in this life
and love every inch of it
including the dark
but not like this.